So forget that the title says menopausal, because I am pretty sure I'm not menopausal, but I do think that I just might have these seven little dwarfs living inside me.
I'm suffering from an extreme case of bitterness today, any one know of a cure?
Just goes to show that I just might have multiple personalities or that I'm Bi-Polar, (No offense to those that actually suffer from these afflictions). I just don't know how to explain myself any better. Yesterday I was an artist with all sorts of dreams and goals. Today I feel like burning down my paint shop.
So I'm trying to figure out how to mourn for the things that I have lost (a long time ago), let go of the things I cannot change, as well as telling myself that none of this crap has any meaning anyways. I'm trying to figure out how I can think perfect and happy thoughts, so that my life will gravitate to better things, all while trying to deal with the very real fact that my emotions/hormones aren't cooperating with my plans. Heaven, help me!
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I wonder if we are just REALLY alike or if everyone does the same things. When I get in this situation...pretty much every day...I try to remember that those negative thoughts probably aren't mine. The adversary knows your plans and will do what ever it takes to throw some gargantuan boulders in your way! So try to think of your negative thoughts as a positive sign that you are headed in the right direction!! ;}
I think they have a treatment for this...it's called Cold Stone!
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