Seven Things I'm Scared of
- What doesn't scare me.
- Disappointing the ones I love.
- Failure.
- Creepy, crawly things. I hate bugs and spiders and snakes.
- Anything involving pain or death.
- Being alone
- My greatest fear is intensely personal and hard to explain. I'm not sure why I feel the way I do or why I had so many issues as a child, but things that bothered me when I was just a small child still bother me to this day. Issues with self worth, issues with trusting the ones I love. Issues with feeling accepted and loved for who I am. I fear that in the end, I'll discover I really don't matter to anyone and that my whole life I'll have lived under the guise that I thought I was important or special to someone and I really wasn't. Silly huh. Putting it in writing makes it sound petty and self absorbed and yet the fear lives on...
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